Le Ciel Place

Boys Love
Part 1-2
by Mi Chan

Part 1

Boys Love Note: These are my charas, but I see no reason why I should have to copyright them because I really don’t think anyone else would want to write about them… I started writing this when I first began to write fics, but I never finished it. Actually I thought I had deleted it…but I found it on a floppy…^^ and so I decided to finish it. But yeh, the reason why I am was saying that I started it ages ago is to explain perhaps that is not well written… Oh…this is for Lady7 and Sugi.
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Part One
Miyake Takehiko woke up early, yawning; he managed to drag himself out of bed… His bleached brown hair was standing up in a mess across his head; he was too sleepy to do anything about his appearance but ignore it and went instead to eat breakfast. His younger brother and sister laughed as Miyake came in; he was so tired he couldn’t walk straight and almost walked into a wall. His eyes were half shut and his mouth in a stupid grin, his hair all standing up. Somehow even with his unruly appearance he looked good, it always take little effort for him to look good. Miyake froze hearing their laughter it had the effect of slightly waking him up. He got angry and his usual grumpy pout replaced the smile as he smoothed his unruly hair down.
How can they laugh at me? So rude!
After gulping the rice down he sleepily went back to his bed for a further few minutes of sleep till his sister Akie (*Mi-chan sniggers*) came and woke him up. Today was the "Swimming Gala" and he (!) Miyake had to swim! He quickly changed into his baggy blue shorts and white shirt, which was his uniform. He was so slim that even the PE shorts that looked tight and small on other people looked big and baggy on his slender frame. After dressing and packing a small bag for the pool he hopped on his bike and biked to school… as usual he made it just in time for the bell… The bell rang just as his bike glided to a halt. There was no way that he would ever arrive at school earlier than the bell!
He jumped off his bike in a rush and then slowly sauntered into the school building, running into Inoue Yusuke on the way… "Yu-chan… ohaiyo!" he muttered grinning at his best friend. They usually met at school in the morning this way, although it seemed like Yusuke was always waiting for him, yet he insisted he wasn’t…
Yusuke said the same to him and they walked to class together… Miyake was already slim and not that tall but Yusuke was even shorter. The two boys looked good together, tanned brown and around the same height, they just seemed to suit each other. So close that people were used to seeing them together.
"Hey Take-chan…wanna come round to my place later? Because we finish early today! We can play computer games ne? And just muck around like usual…" Yusuke trailed of thoughtfully, he didn’t dare look at Miyake’s face but looked down at his feet hoping Miyake would say yes.
"Yusuke…duh…I was just gunna turn up…" Miyake teasingly said poking his tongue out at Yusuke, he lightly slapped him and grinned stupidly at Yusuke.
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The bus arrived at the swimming pool; Miyake and Yusuke got out…it was the first bus and so there was no one else really to talk to…Yusuke was happy that it was just him and Miyake. He smiled happily but when he looked up he inwardly sighed seeing the elder guy Miyazawa Ken coming over. Ken was always grumpy and scary, yelling and bossing everyone. Around him Miyake and Yusuke had to be careful, and polite, especially Miyake as he lived right next door.
Why does he have to come and disturb us? When did he get here?
Soon all the buses arrived and everyone was there…and they could get into the pool to warm up…Yusuke got in but Miyake was too embarrassed by his body …jealously he watched Yusuke’s body…wishing his was as well defined. Truthfully Miyake’s body was better because he usually missed lunch and so that meant he didn’t put on weight and was slim and slender and his body well defined. Miyake always found himself looking at Yusuke’s body in admiration…looking up down at the waist and his chest…he never knew why, but could never stop himself from staring.
The swimming races began … and they sat on the edge of the pool talking… Miyake was of course posing for all the girls there, but only Yusuke seemed to be looking at him… Yusuke nervously stood up, playing with his hands as he looked down at Miyake. Yusuke sighed, as usual Miyake seemed to be only interested in his ex, he could see Miyake jealously watching her as she talked to other guys. Yusuke pouted and struggled to think of something to say just to momentarily get his attention away from her.
"My first race is coming up soon…" Yusuke said down to Miyake who was sitting on the tiles…hoping that maybe Miyake would show some interest, he did and turned back to his best friend.
Miyake stuck his hand up and held Yusuke’s hand, sort of shaking it, sort of just holding it in his bigger hand, his way of wishing him luck! Yusuke grinned at him, thankful for his support…
"Hey I have an idea!" Miyake said standing up…he demonstrated to Yusuke, and with their backs to each other, they linked arms and Miyake pulled him on to his back, spinning him…till Yusuke grew too heavy… Yusuke did the same to Miyake. And spun him around… (Does it make sense? I dunno how to explain…><~!)
Laughing he dropped Miyake carefully, "Man you’re heavy Miyake!" he said jokingly to him…as Miyake poked out his tongue and responded with, "Oh and you’re a feather I suppose?"
"Oh yeh Take-kun…I am lighter than a feather!" Yusuke teasingly said and then froze as there was an announcement of the next race; "Kuso! My race…bai bai…wish me luck ne?" he called out as he ran off.
"Good luck Yu-kun!" he called out to his best friend as he ran off…
Miyake was so bored. It was a long time till he had a race...and they were all boring (!), except the ones where Yusuke swam…and his sister, but he felt like someone was watching him.
Looking around, he could see no one…but those strange girls staring at him… He dismissed it though…girls normally stared at him…nothing special or new!
Yusuke returned all soaking wet … and shook his wet hair all over Miyake. Yusuke laughed at him…as he got freaked out. Grumpily Miyake stood up brushing the water away from his hair; the water ruined his hairstyle!
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Miyake finally had a race. Well, he did not expect to win … and did not! … However, he knew Yusuke watched him swim…because Yusuke was at the end of the pool when he climbed out. Yusuke eyes keenly looking at his slender body, he sighed and wished he were one of those girls that Miyake always liked. He could never understand why Miyake hid his body so much, especially when it was so much sexier than his was.
"Ne, Take-chan…you know you have a good body. Why do you need to cover it so much huh?" Yusuke said seriously as he handed Miyake’s towel to him. Miyake took and shook his head he wrapped around his shoulders before answering…
"Nah, Yu-kun…yours is better!" he negatively said…
Yusuke wrapped his arms around Miyake, his negativity and dislike of his body made him want to tell Miyake how desirable he was, and it was so easy just to hold him in his arms. He just managed to lift him off his feet in a friendly embrace…holding him tightly from behind,
"Ne Yu-kun! What are you doing?" Miyake cried out in complete surprise, wondering what Yusuke was doing.
Yusuke put him down, "Gee! I was merely giving you a friendly hug…you sounded so sad just now!"
"Yeh…. from the back? Swear you did not have something else on your mind huh?" Miyake mischievously said…grinning at Yusuke. "You think I can’t feel things from the back huh?" laughing as his friend slightly blushed…
Have you worked it out yet?
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They biked to Yusuke’s house together. Miyake remembering Yusuke’s embrace…and the erection…in his back…he wondered if that was normal? But he put it out of his mind as they arrived at his house. No one was home but them…
Yusuke shut his bedroom door behind him as Miyake made himself at home on his friend’s futon…picking up a magazine. He began to flip through it…till Yusuke sat down next to him… Shyly Yusuke looked to him, he blinked his eyes and smiled nervously and then took a deep breath…
"Take-chan…um…have you ever … er…kissed… anyone before?"
Miyake was so shocked at the question that he first began to laugh, till he saw Yusuke’s serious face…which was now slightly red "Um…Yusuke…yeh I have…you never have? Not even…"
Yusuke did not answer just turned a deeper shade of red…
"Well it’s easy…" jokingly he said, "want me to show you?"
But to Miyake’s amazement, the smaller boy began to earnestly nod his head. Miyake was shocked…he had not expected that…but Yusuke wanted him too…so taking a deep breath…
"Ok…Yusuke…shut your eyes…but wait…first move closer to me. You’re so far…away…"
What am I doing? Why am I doing this?
Yusuke shortened the distance between them, so he was comfortably crouching near to Miyake, he then shut his eyes…and waited for Miyake to kiss him…
For Miyake there was turmoil in his heart…this was his best friend…and the earlier embrace came flooding back into his head pushing it away from his mind…he shut his eyes and leaned in to Yusuke and kissed him, once on the lips and pulled away…
"There..." he said…but before he could finish speaking…Yusuke grabbed his head and kissed him…gasping from shock Miyake pulled away…his heart was beating so fast now…
Miyake opened one eyelid to eye his red-faced friend… "Was that right?" Yusuke asked…
Miyake just nodded in reply…before…Yusuke suddenly pinned Miyake under him… leaning over Miyake…he bent to kiss him again…but Miyake managed to squirm away…
"Yu-kun…find someone else to kiss, ok? I am not your girlfriend! I was merely demonstrating and did not expect to be turned in to something for you to practice on! Ok?! " He said a little angrily …
"I thought you felt the same as me! I guess not huh? Leave me…now…go. I don’t want to see you again." Yusuke said shocked, he was also clearly hurt, and felt rejected.
I thought that you cared about me? Why did you kiss me if it was nothing to you? Why?!
Shocked Miyake picked up his stuff… and went home…he could not get the kisses out of his head… when he arrived home he began to play L’Arc~en~Ciel loudly on his stereo to cheer himself up… However, he could not get Yusuke out of his mind…his angry face…
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Miyake walked in to the class…he was 5 minutes late…he had overslept…but where was Yusuke? Not there…he felt a little guilty and wondered if it was because of him! In a way Miyake wanted to say sorry for his getting so mad at Yusuke the day before and he had lead him on in a way but he wondered where he was. A feeling in the pit of his stomach told him it was because of him that Yusuke was not there. He hoped not…even so, he couldn’t stop thinking about why he wasn’t there!
When he reached home he felt lonely and so alone, he was silent as he took the lift up to his apartment, he had never realised just how close he was to Yusuke. Never realised that he spent almost all of his time only with him. Now he realised and it hurt, he sighed as he lay down on the futon trying to relax and forget him…
The image of Yusuke hugging him began to flood his mind, and then the one from later that day when he kissed him passionately…Miyake flinched…his eyes shut as mentally he relived the kisses… The way that Yusuke had pressed his mouth against his and kissed him so hard, it was all passion he realised beginning to feel incredibly dizzy…
So what? He has a crush on me…I should either not be his friend anymore or…
Miyake began to sweat, trying to think of a solution, but all he could think about was the touch of Yusuke’s lips against his, no girl felt like that before… and how his heart had beat so rapidly and now a solitary question began to haunt and plague him. Miyake could find no relevant answer to the question…
So why did you kiss him? For fun? Or is there something more?
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Each day Miyake went to school early, waiting and watching for Yusuke, he never came. Sighing, Miyake stood up as he hunched his shoulders as he went into the school building…
"Hey! Miyake cheer up! Your acting like Yusuke is your boyfriend!" Steven called out grinning at him, Miyake glared at him and just walked off. It was the same routine nearly everyday, Miyake was grumpier and grumpier, he could no longer sleep at night. Everytime he went to visit the house, Kousuke said he was sick or else no one would answer the door. When he phoned no one would pass Yusuke to him claiming he was too sick.
Two weeks passed, and still Yusuke avoided school and Miyake, Miyake had to know one thing, was he really sick or was he avoiding him? Knowing that Yusuke would not go to school he skipped. Sighing Miyake went to Yusuke’s house to apologise…he banged on the door…but no one answered… he called out so many times and got no reply… just as he was leaving the door opened…
Yusuke was standing there staring at Miyake a little wearily…
Will you forgive me?
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Owari…
But pt2 is coming and maybe even pt. 3!!! =) Comments? What do you think? Should I just stick to writing about Jrockers??? Or…what? *looks around*… sakurai_michan@yahoo.com
Sakurai Mikiko

Part 2

Boys Love Part Two.
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Yusuke sighed and turned towards the wall, burying his face into his pillows again, as tears trekked a sad sorry trail down his face. He blinked his eyes rapidly, desperately trying not to cry, desperately trying not to think about Miyake. That kiss had happened a few days earlier, what an idiot I was to think that just because he would kiss me that he would like me… Yusuke sighed, his eyes shut as he bit into the pillow to stop himself from crying out…
After that kiss he could never get him out of his head… Miyake just filled his mind, Yusuke lifted his face and smiled sadly, "you must be tired Miyake-chan…" he sighed and then lowered his face, his red eyes all watery as his sad voice filled the room softly. "You must be, because your always running through out my mind…" His eyes shut and his face sank to the pillows again…
It always amazed him how he had managed to somehow fall for his best friend, it had happened slowly but surely… And now the feelings in his heard just seemed to grow stronger and stronger as each day passed, intensifying with a horrific pain. The worst thing was that the pain didn’t go away it just faithfully stayed the same in his heart… Bitterly he smiled, the ache hurting him again, my pain is just like my love, faithful, it never goes away…always haunting me…
Every time he tried to sleep, he just ended up crying out, he was grateful that no one had over heard! But now he was so tired and felt so weak. He knew it was morning, he knew he should go to school today, but what for? There was nothing there to make him want to go ever again, seeing Miyake would just be like having a stake driven into his heart, not that that could makes things feel even worse, after all he already felt like that! Surely Miyake would just tease him too…or tell everyone about him liking him!
He sighed and let tears flood his eyes again, he didn’t care that he was being weak, nothing made sense at all anymore, neither did crying but…there was nothing else he could do.
"Ne! Get up!" Kousuke called out as he ran into the room, he frowned seeing the weird way that his brother was lying and how he seemed to jerk, as though he was crying, "Yusuke? Daijoubu?" Kousuke sat down beside him putting his hand on his shoulder. He squeezed his brother’s shoulder reassuringly and hugged him.
Yusuke remained silent and numb ignoring his brother. After some time he spoke, "I just want to miss school…" he trailed off and looked to Kousuke’s face with his filled with pain and agony. Kousuke sighed and nodded, "alright, but it’s not good!"
"I. Don’t. care."
Kousuke sighed shrugging he then left leaving Yusuke with his sadness… Yusuke sighed and then began to cry again…
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Each day passed slowly and ever so long, but Yusuke had no energy at all to get up, to do anything but lie in bed and cry. His red eyes fell to the beautiful sky, every day was just so beautiful it made his heart ache more, he wondered what exactly Miyake was doing… He sighed and then let the curtain drop down again, the darkness depressing him but somehow made him feel better as he was not confronted with the warm bright sunlight…
He was so sick of lying in bed all day, but still he didn’t want to face school or Miyake, surely Miyake would have told everyone by now! He pouted and snuggled into the blankets feeling guilty for thinking of Miyake in such a bad light. But he needed someone to blame!!
Slowly he got up and made his way to the kitchen, opening the fridge and getting some cold left over food out. Silently and numbly he ate the food and then washed the plates. He felt so dead…
Yusuke was just about to turn on the computer when he heard banging on the door, he froze, they’re hear to tease me! He thought but then he could hear Miyake calling his name out, he sighed Kousuke had told him that he always called and visited. Yusuke had not wanted to face him… But now as he heard Miyake banging and calling out to him he couldn’t resist…
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"You know I have missed you? A lot…these last two weeks…where have you been?"
Yusuke just opened the door wider and motioned for him to enter…his heart melting as he saw that familiar pout, he longed to hug him tight in his arms and never let him go. But that wasƩei s��pi��
Miyake went in…and saw that no one else was home yet… he had skipped school that day just to see him…
"I guess I was being baka ne…Miyake?"
Miyake shut the main door and hugged Yusuke, wrapping his arms around him…happy that Yusuke did not at all expect it… "No…" he whispered, "I was stupid…not you!" Surprised but happy he put his arms around Miyake’s waist… enjoying the feel of his skinny waist in his arms…shyly he invited him to his room…
He realized that Yusuke was the smart one…when Yusuke wrapped his arms around him…he knew it was ok…so shutting the bedroom door…he lay on Yusuke’s futon…hoping Yusuke would lay next to him… Yusuke put L’Arc~en~Ciel on…and then lay beside Miyake…with a small gap between them…he was too shy to lie closer even though he wanted it desperately…
"Come here silly!" Miyake said… "Closer….baka!" he said as Yusuke inched nearer…
When he was lying so close to Miyake his heart began to beat…he wanted to kiss him…was Miyake teasing him? He hoped not… he turned onto his side and touched Miyake’s face…just to test… but when he went to move it away…Miyake held it there…
Yusuke leaned over and kissed his cheek…Miyake turned his face so now they were facing each other…looking his eyes he moved forward till there was not a centimeter between there mouths… Quickly they pressed their lips together…kissing, gently Miyake’s mouth slid open…and he stuck his tongue out… Yusuke was surprised and opened his eyes pulling away from Miyake…
"Miyake! What are you doing?" he said genuinely confused…
Miyake laughed…and said, "That’s what your supposed to do...you did not know?"
He sat up pushing Yusuke onto his back, and then leaned down kissing him forcefully, opening his mouth with his own… Yusuke felt so odd as Miyake’s tongue began to massage his…he moaned and pulled Miyake on to his chest…Miyake pulled away smiling, "There, now you have had your first proper kiss! Was it good?" he then laughed and said… "I don’t need to ask that…I can feel you enjoyed it…hahaha!" he said…
Yusuke blushed…and then retaliated with, "Oh! And I suppose you did not huh? If that’s the case…then maybe…it’s your turn ne?" he said raising an eyebrow at Miyake…
With a single motion he pushed Miyake down and straddled him…pleased with himself as he sat on him…Miyake looked a little scared… "Ha! Now its your turn!" Yusuke said grinning as he leaned down…
As he began to kiss Miyake, he settled himself comfortably across Miyake…laying down him…he could feel Miyake’s erection…and hear Miyake gasping, as he gripped Yusuke’s head…holding firmly down so they could kiss… the door suddenly opened…they nervously sprang away from each other….
"Hey you two….what are you doing in here?" Kousuke said walking in as they began to blush…
"Um…Kousuke…school over already huh? Well…Yusuke was practicing … um… first aid on me…"
"Really? Can you show me? I never learned it you know!" Kousuke enthusiastically said looking very excited and happy, "we’re did you learn it?"
Kousuke came in to the room and sat on his brother’s bed…waiting for them to demonstrate… nervously Yusuke kissed Miyake…showing Kousuke how to do it…
"Man…you guys loosen up! You’re so tense! Hey maybe you should do it like this…here let me try…" he said leaning in on Miyake…
Yelping Miyake moved out of the way saying, "Um…I think we get the picture ne!" as he nervously grinned.
"Hey you guys want something to eat? Ka-san left some onigiri…"
"No Kousuke…I don’t think so…" Yusuke firmly said…he wished that Kousuke would just leave them alone! He had been having fun with Miyake and didn’t want his annoying elder brother their bugging them!
"Now Yusuke shouldn’t you ask Miyake-san? Before you decide… he might be hungry? In fact I know he is…right Miyake?" Kousuke menacingly said.
Miyake could do nothing but nod in agreement to Kousuke…silently they followed him out to the kitchen…
Neither said a word and Kousuke thinking something was wrong…pushed them into a hug…
"Come on guys! Why are you so quiet? Did you fight?" Kousuke asked surprised that they weren’t there usual selves.
Miyake was so nervous … when Kousuke did that … it was not a good idea for them to touch…unless to kiss…or something! He pulled away and Kousuke pulled him back making him hug Yusuke.
"Miyake! You’re too skinny, you better put on weight!" Yusuke glared at his brother, I like him that way! Leave him alone!
Finally Kousuke left the two alone saying he had to go out and see his girlfriend. Both were sighing, very relieved that he had finally left! They both just went to Yusuke’s room, not even speaking about it at all. Miyake locked the door behind him.
"Um… Yusuke, can I kiss you?" Miyake asked beginning to blush, he was also surprised at the way he just suddenly asked Yusuke if he could. Yusuke also blushed and he just nodded in reply. But both were a little unsure as to how they should do this, even though they had earlier been kissing. They sat back on the bed, but they were far away from each other.
Soon Yusuke began to pull Miyake towards him, motioning for him to lie down next to him. Yusuke took Miyake’s face in his hands, and for a few seconds looked him in the eye … to Miyake it felt like eternity … he just wanted that kiss, to feel Yusuke’s lips again … on his…
Yusuke shut his eyes and their heads moved in together … mouths parting in time … Yusuke had to have Miyake on him … he pulled him onto him, running his hands up and down Miyake’s slender and well shaped form… Slowly he began to slip his hands inside Miyake’s shirt… loving the silky skin under his fingers. He pulled his mouth away, and roughly pulled Miyake up and took his shirt off; Miyake looked scared he looked all the sweeter to Yusuke. He began to blush as Yusuke stared wonderingly at his now semi-erect nipples …
Yusuke lowered his neck, bending down towards Miyake’s neck, gently he kissed his neck, and it was so light that it was barely felt. Soon however Miyake lost all his earlier inhibitions and he began to moan under Yusuke’s touch …
Miyake was in heaven, he felt like he had died, his body was all hot and cold and Yusuke’s tongues caressed his neck and moved on to his slightly bony shoulders…
A knocking on the door jerked them back to reality, with sad faces they pulled apart. As Miyake pulled his shirt on Yusuke stole a kiss, and smiled as Miyake blushed …
"Er… maybe I should go home ne?" Miyake whispered his face beetroot red…
"All right my sweet…" Yusuke lunged for him … wrapping his arms around him and making a smacking sound with his lips…
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Fini…^^
*sweatdrops* so what do you think? *blinks* Maybe I should change some ne? Or add some more? What do you think? Comments anyone? *begs* pinkusupida@yahoo.com <mailto:pinkusupida@yahoo.com>
Sakurai Mikiko. 17th Sept. 2001 12:24am.
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Owari…
But pt2 is coming and maybe even pt. 3!!! =) Comments? What do you think? Should I just stick to writing about Jrockers??? Or…what? *looks around*…
Sakurai Mikiko

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