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Goodbye by Die Sama

One Part

Author Notes : .. I finally got into hide. And while listening to his song, 'goodbye', i decided to write a fic. Its short, but its how i think..he feels. Please don't get mad at me, if he seems out of character. These are my feelings aswell. I wrote this for my friend, hide- san, and i hope you all enjoy it... ---------------------- I'll never forget that day. That very day, i saw them. No one knew i was there. But i was. The tears..the painful tears. I saw them. It broke my heart into a million pieces. And yet in my mind, i screamed.. 'what is wrong with me!?' Why had i done this to the people i loved ? The tears were started to bug me now. Yoshiki. His voice was shaking. He couldn't even sing Forever love. Crying..all of them, couldn't play. Why..why..why..? I watched Yoshiki break down into tears, and do you know how badly, i just wanted to walk over there, and say..'Yoshiki, i'm so sorry. Please. I'm here. Don't cry, I'm here.' But i couldn't. I couldn't because i was DEAD. GONE. Forever. I know how much it hurt. Because tears started spilling down my own cheeks. I walked over to where Yoshiki, and the band were playing. I screamed, and screamed at the top of my lungs. 'Yoshiki! I'm over here! Please! look at me! I'm here! Don't cry!!' ..Nothing worked. They just broke down, as they stared at my..coffin. I was shaking. Terribly scared. Please..god..no. Let them see me... I think yoshiki could feel me, because he looked up, and started muttering my name over and over and over and over. "hide..hide..hide..hide.."he mixed my name into the lyrics, as he stared at where i was 'supposedly' standing. Something inside made me smile. I nodded slowly and raised my hand out, trying to feel Yoshiki for the last time, before i turned around..and began to vanish. Vanish forever. But not from x's hearts, or my fans hearts. I just..left..momentarily. Saying goodbye.. -Owari-

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