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Gundam Diaries Part 6-10 by Makoto Sagara
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Part 6
Title: Gundam Diaries: Part 6 ~ Wufei Author: Makoto Sagara Pairings: 2+1, 3x4, 5+2 Warnings: language, Shonen ai, violence, angst, confuzzlement, lime Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing, I just wish I did. It's owned by Sunrise, Bandai, and a bunch of other evil companies. Also, I made NO money off of this piece of fiction. No one is nice enough to pay me to write. ^_^; This part of the fic was inspired by the song "Standing Still" by Jewel Kilcher. March 30th, AC 195… 20:00:00 Today has not been very productive Nataku. I mean, I kissed Maxwell, and I could tell that he was interested in me, at least sexually, but I could not continue in that direction. He is too vulnerable over Yuy. He came into breakfast looking almost meek and quiet. He took an apprehensive look around the kitchen, and when he saw that Yuy wasn't there, he relaxed. "Where's Hee-chan and Tro?" He asked, rubbing the sleep from his eyes and turning his neck in a thousand uncomfortable looking ways. "Mission. Two weeks long." Winner answered. I tried not to look at him, as I was fixing breakfast. I had fixed his favorite again, as sort of a gift to him. "Man that's gotta suck, Q-man." Duo replied, manically. He then turned his attention to my back. "You sick Fei?" I tried not to cringe at the use of the nickname. To tell you the truth, I am sort of getting used to it, but that doesn't mean I necessarily like them. I turned around to look at him. "Nani?" "You look like you might smile. And I KNOW you don't smile, so you gotta be sick or something." I blinked and tried not to let my mouth quirk into an actual smile. "Hn, baka, shut up and eat." I placed a loaded plate in front of him and Quatre. I, then, took my usual seat at the table. "Wu-man, why'd ya cook pancakes?" Maxwell looked thoroughly confused. "I thought you might enjoy them. Now eat, before I change my mind and make rice and milk for breakfast." I said, jokingly. "You…" He stopped. He seemed to think over the rest of what I said. "Whoa, no need to get crazy, Fei. Pancakes are the food of Shinigami, not rice. That's your department." He then proceeded to eat everything in sight. "So," Winner started conversationally, "are you going to tell me why you missed dinner last night, Duo?" "Um… I'd rather not." He glanced down at his plate like it was the most interesting thing in the room. "Heero was sporting a rather nasty bruise on his face last night. Do you know why?" "No." He looked up, startled. "He…WHAT?" "After I sent him to extract you and Wufei from the hangar, he came back up with a black eye. When I asked him, he said it was nothing. I could tell he was lying. So I didn't push him, but I will ask you." "I… I, I didn't do it. I was way outta Dodge before I could do that." He whispered. "I did." I tried not to hiss as I said that. Quatre visibly blinked. "Wufei, you did it? Why?" "He hit Maxwell. I can't allow that." I tried to stay as neutral as possible, but I think I was letting my emotions start to boil. "Ok. Duo is that why you missed dinner?" "I'd rather not talk about it now, Quat-RE. I would like to finish breakfast first before you start the third degree." Maxwell's voice has gained a few decibels. He quickly shoveled the rest of his food into his mouth, and stood up from the table, almost running out of the room. I looked at Winner, who shrugged, and we both just finished our breakfast in silence. "Wufei, would you like some help cleaning up?" He asked politely. "Iie, not necessary. I can accomplish this myself." "Ok, well I have some paper work to do in the TV room. So much for the CEO of a major inter-space company taking a few days off." He walked out. I finally had some time to think alone. I really wanted to apologize to Maxwell for the inquiries that Winner had been pressing answers for. There were so many things I wanted to talk to the braided boy about. I just didn't, because I know I will lose control and do something I would regret later. I was silently cleaning the dishes, when a familiar gait approached the door to the kitchen. He didn't say anything. It was very unnerving to have him staring at me, and not trying to do something stupid. It finally got to me. I turned to look at him. "Maxwell, is there something wrong?" "Um, no. I was just thinking." "About what? You normally voice everything you think." "Why did you punch Heero in the face?" "I told you." "Bullshit. Spill it." I couldn't possibly tell him the real reason. He might find it utterly disgusting and not want anything to do with me. "He… he hit you. It was not an honourable thing to do." "But why?" He was looking at me seriously. I wanted to tell him, but I just couldn't. It would be a breach of my behaviour. "Because…because he was acting like a jerk. THAT'S WHY!" I brushed past him and walked outside into the yard. I started to try my Tai chi, but I was just too upset. I ended up punching the nearest tree. "Shimatta, k'su, fuck, shit, DAMMIT!" I fumed a little, and then I kicked the unoffending tree. I then took a deep breath and took the first stance. I suppose I had been at it for about 3 hours, when I went inside. Quatre was still doing his paperwork, and answering the small cell phone near him every five minutes. I smiled slightly and walked over to the couch. "Winner, I will be taking a shower, and then I will start lunch. Is there anything you request?" "Um, food?" He looked up, and smiled weakly. "I suppose that leaves it up to me to decide." I sighed. "Sorry, Wufei, but I cant make anymore decisions that the ones I making right now. I will join you for lunch though. I think I need a break. I will even get Duo from the study for you." "Fine, I will be back in 20 minutes." I headed upstairs to my room and then to the bathroom across the hall from my room and Maxwell's. His things were everywhere. Hairbrush, shampoo, conditioner, toothbrush, and towels were just thrown haphazardly around the room. I straightened it up a little, mostly so I would have somewhere to place my things. The water was nice and warm, and my mind started to wander off. It kept roaming back to the one time where I had seen Maxwell in only his towel. His body wasn't as well toned as that of my own, but he had definition, and he was very nicely proportionate. The water dripping down his chest was a nice touch as well. It was then that I noticed how gorgeous the American boy was. A familiar, and unwelcome feeling came over me and I looked down. The hot water was not going to help me get into my pants if I kept thinking like that. I almost considered touching myself, but that did not seem like the honourable thing to do. I immediately switched the cold water on high and sped through my shower. I towel dried as quickly as possibly and ran a comb through my still wet hair. Pulling it back, I looked in the mirror. Everything I saw everyday stared back at me, including the contempt I had for myself, shown in my eyes. I sighed and tied it off. I put my dirty clothes in the proper basket and headed downstairs, going to the kitchen. I pulled out all the foodstuff required to feed three people, and then thought better, and pulled out enough for one more person. Lunch was almost complete when Winner appeared in the kitchen. "It smells wonderful. Should I get Duo?" "Yes." "Ok." He turned and left quickly. He came back two minutes later and took a plate out into the TV room, muttering something about more paperwork. Maxwell came in a not too long after Winner left. "Where'd Quatre go?" "TV room. He said he had some paperwork to do, something about WEI." "Ah." He looked confused, but sat down and started piling food on his plate. "Fei?" I gritted my teeth at the nickname. "My name is..." "Wu-Fei. I know." "What is it, Maxwell?" "I, I'm sorry that I made you angry this morning." He sounded genuinely sorry. "I wasn't angry at you. I was disgusted in myself." I made this snorting noise and continued eating my lunch. "Why?" "Because…I have been showing too much emotion lately. That is something that a warrior does NOT do during a war." A warrior is not weak. A warrior shows nothing but self-control, and I have been lacking that lately. The next thing I knew, Maxwell had jumped up from his seat and walked over to my chair. I was too surprised to do or say anything. Then, he leaned he head so close to mine I could smell the strawberry shampoo he uses, and kissed me. "Thanks, Fei." He whispered it so close to my ear, I could feel the breath on my neck. Before I could respond, he had taken off, and out of sight. He kissed…me. On the lips, just ever so slightly. It was something I had been wanting for so long, but when it happened, I froze. It took me a few minutes to regain my composure and process what had happened. Yuy hits Maxwell. I hit Yuy. Maxwell finds out, and kisses me at lunch. HE WHAT? I leaped from my seat and stormed through the house. I reached the TV room, and glared at the small Arab on the couch. "MAXWELL?!" "Eep," He jumped and righted himself before he fell on the floor. "Study." He choked out. I walked right up to the closed door of the study, with Winner in tow. I banged as hard as I could. "MAXWELL! OPEN THIS DOOR! I WANT TO TALK TO YOU!" I shouted at the door. He opened the door a crack and looked out. "Well, come on in." He said smugly as he opened the door wider. "But leave the blond there." He had the audacity to wink. I turned around and GLARED at Winner again. "Excuse us." I slammed the door in his face. Then I turned on Maxwell. "What in GOD'S name where you thinking?" "I wasn't thinking. I was thanking." He said matter-of-factly. That seemed to anger me more. "You… you… You KISSED ME!" "Shhh… Do you want Quatre to hear you?" He hissed at me. I calmed down and took a deep breath. "Why did you do that, Maxwell?" "Look, if you want me to call you Wu-Fei, you have to call me Duo." "Whatever. Answer the question." "Because that was a very nice thing you did. You deserved to be rewarded." "W-w-what?" I hadn't been this nervous since my wedding day to Merian. "You hit Heero because he hit me. I think that was a very charming thing to do. Not to mention, the big shiner you left on his eye." He sniggered "Max… Duo, this is not a laughing matter. I did not intend for you to kiss me." He got an extremely cocky look on his face. "It wasn't as if I planned on kissing you either. I just did." I had no reply to that. He was just so sexy standing there with his violet eyes wide, and a small smirk on his lips. "Look, Wufei, I'm sorry if I made this uncomfortable for you. I just wanted to thank you f…" I grabbed him and cut off whatever else he was going to say. I placed my lips against his, and hoped that he wouldn't back away from me. At first it was sweet, and then he melted right into me. He wrapped his arms around my neck and then he slipped his tongue between my lips, seeking entrance. I relented, and the kiss got deeper and more relentless in the passion behind it. We got into a slight tongue war, because I wasn't going to let him have all of the control behind this. Duo tasted like sugar, and just natural sweetness. I was the most amazing thing I ever tasted. We finally broke for air, gasping and dragging the air into our lungs. "Wow, Fei, if I had known you could kiss like THAT, I would have done it a while ago." Duo breathed, sexily. I had to snicker. "Leave it to you to make a joke at a time like this." "It's not a joke." He forcefully grabbed my head and tried to pull me into another kiss, but I pulled away from him. "I wont be used." "You're not. Now come here before I jump you." He yanked me towards him again. I sighed. "Maxwell, you are not interested in me like this. You are using me because of Yuy's actions yesterday. Please stop." He gave me this LOOK, which clearly stated he was annoyed with me. "Look, Chang, if I said I wasn't using you, I'm not. My motto is 'I run and hide, but I never lie.' And I hold to that. Now, if you are still interested, I am." I allowed him to kiss me, deeply and passionately. I moaned as Duo's talented tongue took over again, and I started running my hands across that lithe back of his. I felt his length grow fast against my leg. That brought all the blood directly to my groin. It did not pass go. It did NOT collect 200 dollars, as was the saying that Duo was always spouting off during battle. I had to stop, or it would have gotten entirely out of my control. I pulled back and stepped away from him. Maxwell grew pouty. He even stuck his bottom lip out. Kuso, I wanted to bite that lip and take him right there. "Fei, why'd ya do that?" "I will not take advantage of you in your current state." I turned and made my way to the door. "What if I want to take advantage of YOU in your current state?" He called after me. "It will not happen. I'm sorry, Maxwell." I opened the door and left the study still rock hard. He stomped his way to the open door. "DAMN YOU CHANG!" He screamed, and slammed the door. I cringed at the pain in his voice, but made my way outside. Winner tried to stop me, but I silenced him with an appropriate "This is none of your business" glare. I looked out at the pool, and remembered the scene that happened yesterday with Maxwell. I sighed, and walked past the pool. I kept walking until I was far enough from the house, that I couldn't clearly be seen. I found a tree that protected me from view and also added some shade from the sun. I started to do my breathing exercises so I wouldn't hyperventilate. As soon as my body had calmed, I sat down to meditate. I couldn't quite clear my mind enough to get to the point of white. I had too much going on in my mind to do that. Maxwell's kisses, taste, feel, and sounds kept re-circling over and over. I wanted to go back and talk to him, but a warrior never admits when he is wrong, unless it is absolutely necessary. I wasn't quite in a meditative state, but I certainly wasn't all there. It had grown darker and colder, but I still was seated under the tree, when Quatre came out calling for me. "Wu~fei? Where are you? These grounds are far too large to go looking for you." I saw a light from a torch sweep across the ground and trees. I snapped out of my state, and proceeded to walk towards the blond. "I was meditating. Sorry. Is there a problem?" I said. "No problem, just dinner. Duo is waiting for us. Come on." He turned and walked towards the house. I followed at a distance, thinking on what a new experience this meal would be. Sure enough, I walked into the dining room, and Maxwell had his head on the table. "Duo, I'm afraid that is not proper dining etiquette. Would you please sit up?" Quatre said softly to him. "Whatever." He snapped and sat up. That's when I got my first good look at him. He had been crying. Shimatta. Dinner was eaten in complete silence on the part of Maxwell and myself. Winner tried to bring both of us into conversation. I have never been one for senseless and menial chatter. Duo looked far too angry to say anything in my presence. I had really messed this up. Winner finally gave up after about 5 minutes of no replies. Maxwell excused himself from the table 30 minutes later. He swiftly walked out of the room. I excused myself a minute after him. I ran up the stairs, because I had to talk to him. To…. Apologize to him. I caught on to his arm, just as he reached his room. Before I had a chance to say anything to him, Maxwell brought his other hand down on my head, hard. "K'so, Maxwell. Itai." I said through gritted teeth. He spun around. "What do you want?" He accompanied his icy tone with his best Shinigami glare "Let me go, now!" I released his arm. "I…" "I don't give a shit. Leave me alone." He then proceeded to snatch open his door and slammed it in my face. I stood there for a few moments, trying to debate whether I was flabbergasted, or if I was worried about the braided boy. I raised my hand to knock on the door, but then I dropped it, and walked silently to my room. I want to be able to apologize to him, to make everything better. I must admit though, those kisses and his feel is enough to make me want to change, just so I can have more. I have no idea what to even say to him to make it better. I think I have made everything worst up until this part. I involved myself in a disagreement between Yuy and Maxwell, because I didn't like the way that Yuy handled himself. I then got uncomfortable around Maxwell. When he kissed me, which is something that I have been wanting for a while, I yelled at him. But then I kissed him, and then proceeded to tell him that I would not be used as a replacement. He reassured me I wasn't, and yet I couldn't bring myself to believe him. I have wounded him more deeply than I think even Yuy has. I'm going to contact Master O and see if he has anything for me to do. I should get away, and give some space to Max…Duo…Shit; I am aroused even as I write this. Curse him. No, curse me for my stupidity. I shall go now. ~ Chang Wufei
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Part 7
Title: Gundam Diaries: Part 7 ~ Duo Author: Makoto Sagara Pairings: 3x4, 5x2 (this one's new for this part ~_^) Warnings: Language, angst, confuzzlement, yaoi , and OOC Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing. I only wished I did. It's owned by Sunrise, Sotsu, Bandai, and some other companies that make lots of money off of it. I don't make any money off of this, but my muse does let me live as long as keep up to her schedule. The song "Sanctuary" by Madonna inspired this part of the story. Addition Warnings: Also, this part will be yaoi (and my first attempt at it btw), and if anyone has problems with it, um, don't read it. ^_^ You have been warned. I will not be held accountable by you not paying attention to all the warning you have had so far. ^^; April 3rd, AC 195…. 21:00:00 Well, I didn't get the mission I was hoping for. I think G is punishing me for that last prank I pulled. Ok, so super-gluing orange construction paper to his nose was NOT a good idea, but it sure as hell fit. Shit, I haven't heard from G in about 4 days. That's unusual. Normally, I have to beg to get some time off. I have a feeling that I will be used to do all the really stupid missions in a few days, which means I'll be stuck in solo missions, were I will get shit to actually do. GREAT! Last night, after I slammed the door on Fei, I climbed in bed and looked up at the ceiling for about an hour. I then realized that I wasn't going to sleep, so I pulled out the book, Arabian Nights, which I had been reading earlier that day. A few minutes of that, and I was so not into it. I searched through my pile of CD cases on my dresser and placed Bedtime Stories by Madonna in. So, I have a fetish for her. It's not something I brag about. Anyway, I decided that was the perfect mood music, and started reading again. I was half listening to the music, when one of the songs really got to me. It's called "Sanctuary," and well, it was perfect for how I was feeling. It got me to thinking about what happened with Fei and Hee-chan. I spent the next three days just thinking. Quatre was hovering over me, asking me questions, and just over all watching me. I felt really uncomfortable. I mean, Quatre was stalking me, Wufei was just quiet and seemed to be avoiding me, and I was listless as I just sat and thought. I don't think I was ever this quiet. Not really. All that went through my mind were the kisses I had shared with Fei-kun and Hee-chan. One felt so right, and the other was so hazy from sleep that I had no idea what the real feeling was behind it. But, then again, I was in love with both of them. How was I suppose to choose? Maybe, Fei was right. I'm not over Heero. He has been in my thoughts ever since I met him. He is just so gung-ho about his missions, and his feelings, when he shows them, are so intense. Fei is, in some ways, like Heero. He is so strict on himself with his few rules of justice, strength, women, honour, and his own personal well being. As I laid there on the fourth night thinking about all this, I knew that I had been way too harsh with Wufei, all because I was a little ashamed of my actions and myself. I sat up and turned off the music. I knew that I had to apologize to Wufei after my behaviour. I walked, cautiously, to the door of my room, and placed a hand on the knob. What the hell do you say when you apologize to someone? I've never had to do that. Everything I've ever done was either in good humour or for the sake of others. Ah, shit, I might as well get this over with. I opened the door, and there was Fei, about to knock on the door. I took a slight step back. "Fei?" "Maxwell, I need to…" "Before you say anything, I have to apologize to you." "Nani?" "You… you were right. I am sorry." I hung my head to hide the slight embarrassed blush that had spread over my face. A sudden hand had cupped my chin, and was trying to pull my face up. I let it. "I am sorry, as well. This is hard for me to say…. But I care for you." "I…I know." "You, you do?" I looked into his deep black eyes. "You can't hide anything from Q-bean, you know. He's good at reading people. And, he sucks at keeping secrets." I smiled at him. Wufei looked slightly taken aback. "Well, I don't think I will be sharing any sensitive information with him anytime soon." I snorted. "You never share any kind of information with anyone, Wu-man." He leaned over, and kissed me. Oh, God, it was just like earlier. I had to lean into him to keep my legs from giving out on me. I moaned and pulled him into my room. He pulled back, and looked at me. He looked very worried. "Are you positive that this is what you want? It would be dishonourable to regret this later." I gave him a lust-filled gaze. "More than anything else, I want you." I then grabbed him and forcefully pulled him all the way into my room. "Maxwell, do you ever clean in here?" "Only when packing for the next mission." I smirked. "Ye Gods. I'm terrified now." "Shut up, Fei." I silenced him with a kiss, mingled with me jumping on him. We fell on my bed. He wrapped his arms around me, and deepened our kiss. "Duo?" I nodded in encouragement. "I have no knowledge in these matters." Wufei blushed deeply, and started to untangle himself from me. "Wu, chill. I figured as much." I kissed him again, and started to unbutton his shirt. I pulled up as the last button was undone, and was rewarded with a glorious sight. He had a lovely six-pack, well developed pectorals, and a flat stomach. I took a longing gaze up at Wufei's beautiful face and gorgeous eyes, and then proceeded to kiss my way down his lovely body. I started at the area between his neck and his shoulder, kissing lightly and slightly nibbled. He let out a moan that went straight to my straining erection. 'Later.' I thought. I kissed down to his chest and slowly took one pink nipple into my mouth. His sounds were barely audible to anyone but me. "I love you, Duo." I suckled on the delicate mound in my mouth and bit, very lightly. He was starting to try to thrust up at me. I stopped, and he whimpered. I looked up at him. "Now, Fei, you are going to have to behave while I work, or I'll stop." "No, don't stop." He sounded like he was desperate. He felt like a rock against my legs. I noticed a slight tear fall from one of his eyes. I smiled coyly and went back to work on my perfect Chinese lover. I then worked my way down to his pants. "Hmm, now these are just going to have to go." I muttered out loud. I sat up and tugged at the string tying them. The knot slid right out, and I yanked them off of him. More of that delicious caramel-coloured body was exposed. Lusciously sculpted thighs and calves were bare for me to soak up. The only thing that still covered him was his black silk boxers. 'Hm, I was figured him for white cotton boxers. This is definitely interesting.' I yanked those off too. His unrestrained manhood stood up and greeted me. Damn, the boy was HUNG! I licked my lips and slowly made my way to tasting him, when he reached at me, and said, "Not yet." He grabbed me, and flipped us over. There was this look of hunger and unrestrained lust in his dark eyes. He ripped open my shirt, and pulled my pants off, all in a few quick and precise movements. He stopped, for a moment, when he noticed that I wasn't wearing any underwear. He growled. My cock sprung at that, and Fei smirked. "Oi, Fei, don't tease." I whimpered. God, I sounded like a girl begging him like that. He ran his hand over the head of my cock. Oh my, just his touch was about to send me over. "Fei, I need you." I managed to let out. Black eyes, clouded over with lust, started down at me. "How do you need me?" "I want you to fill me. I want you to take me, make me yours." I breathed out, heavily. "Tell me what to do and I will." He responded. I reached into the nightstand by my bed, and pulled out a tube of lube. I handed it to him. "Put the lube on your fingers, and then prep me for your…" I glanced at his cock. "…Your large friend there." "How do I… prep you?" He blushed slightly, but his eyes got darker. "Put some of the lube on your first three fingers." He did as I said. "Now, place one at my entrance… and then work it in and out. I'll tell you when I want more, but you should be able to tell when I'm ready for the next step." I said matter-of-factly. He looked sheepish, but did as I said. As his first finger entered me, I told my body to relax, and he all but slid in. "More." I groaned. He placed the second finger, and then he had to work them. Oh god, he was good for a beginner. He hit my prostate almost every time his fingers thrust inside of me. "More." He did as I bid and placed his third finger in, stroking my prostate more and more with every thrust. I was so close, but I wanted him in me. "I want you, Wufei. Give me all of you. Prep yourself, and then enter me." He looked up at me, and grabbed the lube, putting on a generous amount on his bulging member. He moaned as his hand stroked himself. "No, baby, not like that. In me…" I stopped as he did what I was asking. The world stopped and time stood still. The initial pain was immense. I had to remember to breath and relax again. "You, ok?" He grunted. "Y…yes." "Gods, you feel so good. I want to come right now." "Patience." He started moving slowly. I could tell he was trying to find his rhythm. He soon found it. He was moving steadily, but still slowly. "Faster. Harder. I won't break." I all but screamed, as his thick cock filled me. He moved faster and harder. He was pounding into me, brushing my prostate again and again. I started to scream. I put my hand on my own neglected arousal, and tried to stroke to meet him. Fei moved my hand away quickly and started stroking me with one hand while the other was firmly placed to support him. He kept changing his pace, going faster, then slower, faster and slower. It was driving me insane. "Fei, please, stop teasing. Let me come." There I was, begging again. It was too much. Finally, he started keeping a rigid, steady pace, with both his hand and his body. I exploded my seed all over my stomach. He grunted and gave one last thrust, before he came inside me. "Felt so good." He collapsed on top of me. I wrapped my arms around him. "I'm so tired." He looked me in the eyes. "You look so beautiful." "Hmmm, Fei. You were amazing." His eyes started to droop. "You gonna sleep here?" "Don't want to move." "I don't want you to, either. Stay here with me." "Fine by me." He closed his eyes. He went limp, and slid out of me. I pulled the sheet up over us both. Soon, the sound of his soft breathing could be heard. I looked at the calm and sleeping face of my lover. He was beautiful. The moonlight was streaming over his face, allowing me to see all his perfect features. How I could not see how beautiful he was, before this, was totally beyond me. I cuddled up to him, and soon fell asleep. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The sunlight woke me up. I snuggled up to the warm body next to me. "Dun wanna wake up. Make the sun go away, Fei." "I can't, Duo. It's morning. Besides, its your turn to make breakfast." The mention of food broke up my thoughts of sleep. "Hm. Food. Sounds good to me." I looked at him. "How long you been awake?" "About an hour." "Why didn't you wake me?" "Because I was enjoying you next to me, and quiet." He snorted. "I figured you had to be quiet sometime." "Oi, Wu-bebi, that's mean." "Wu-bebi?" He arched one of his delicate eyebrows. "Hm, you don't like it?" I pouted. "It's…. new." He kissed me. "Come on and get up. You have to cook." "I have something else to show you." I winked suggestively. "More lessons?" He looked ready to see what it was I was going to "teach" him. "Yes, it's called, "How to deal with morning wood." Something that every boy should know." I leaned over and kissed him. I ripped the sheet from off of him. He was still naked. Oh, god, he looked so damn good, even better in the light. He was so hard that I thought I had died and gone to heaven. I crawled down to my objective, and licked the tip of his manhood. He let out a small moan. I smirked. I then took his whole cock into my mouth, slowly licking and sucking my way down. I grabbed his delicate scrotum one of my hands and squeezed lightly. The sounds of his moans where driving me nuts. I could feel the lengthening of my own "wood." And I started to work feverishly on Wufei. I was deep into my work, when a hand reached out and grabbed my precious "chibi Duo." It was pumping in time with the strokes of my mouth. I moaned deep in the back of my throat. "Ahhnnnnn. Feels so good, Duo." You could say that again. I enjoyed teaching Fei all of my tricks, but he was learning quickly, and surprisingly enough, he was keeping up with me. I felt him tense up, and his strokes started to become harder, quicker, and more needy. I gladly helped him with his problem, and he came. I quickly swallowed every precious drop of his seed. He moaned again. I then knew that I was going to come very quickly. "Ah, Fei, I'm gonna…" I tried to talk but the words weren't there. Before I knew what was happening, warmth enveloped me and a slight tug came over my whole body. "Gonna come. Can't stop." I rasped. "Ahhnnnnn." I finally came. To my surprise, Fei returned the favor, and swallowed every drop. He looked up and smirked, cockily. "Hm, now that is an interesting way to deal with morning issues. Now, I suggest a shower, and then I'll help you cook breakfast." He stood up and started gathering his discarded clothing. "I'll see you in about 20 minutes, otherwise, you cook alone." He winked and left my room. He didn't even bother getting dressed. I heard a squawk come from the direction of the hallway. I ran to the door, and saw a very naked and yummy Fei and a very uncomfortable looking Quatre standing in the hall. "Winner. Morning." Fei said and then headed to his room. Q-man blushed and then looked at my open door. "Good morning, Wufei." He then turned to me. "What the hell?" "What do you mean?" I asked innocently. "Allah, you SLEPT with him??? HOW?" He shook his head. "On second thought, why? I thought you were in love with Heero." I smiled at his outburst. "I don't know how I feel about Heero anymore, but when I went to apologize to Wufei, he was standing here at my door. That made me realize that I care for Fei a lot. I'm not really sure how I should feel, but while I was with him, I felt at peace. The only way I thought I could have peace was to die." I stopped talking to think for a moment. I hadn't really thought about it before, but what I had just said was true. I really thought the only way I was to obtain peace, would be to die and then face my maker. But when I was in Fei's arms, I was calm, and happy even. Quatre looked at me. "Are you ok, Duo?" I blinked at looked at him. "Well, I need a shower, and then I have to meet Fei to cook breakfast. So, I have to hurry. I'll talk to you in about 20." I grabbed some clothes and ran into the nearest empty bathroom, which happened to be the one Heero used. Bare was the word that came to mind when I saw it. Only a towel and a rag were there. Duh, he was away on a two week long mission. He must have taken everything else with him. Standing there in the cold and uncharacteristic washroom, I thought about the person who used this room. Heero was bare. Not really a whole person, is the best way to describe him. I mused it over in my head as the water poured over me. Hmmm, the water was so nice. I had to hurry or Fei really would make me cook alone. Besides, it's not like he would offer to help any old time. 10 minutes later, I stepped out of the shower and rushed to get dressed. I ran a brush through my hair quickly and raced through the braiding. It's not as easy as you would think. I mean my hair is down to my ass. It's easier than trying to let it hang though. When I made it into the kitchen, Fei was there in full cooking-dragon mode, as I like to call it. He was dressed in his usual floofy pants and tank top. He looked really good. I took an appreciative look at his body before saying anything. "Gonna leave anything for me to do?" I smirked as he turned around. "Yes. I have left all the HARD things for you to do." He smirked back. I almost choked as he said that. Either he just made a joke, or he is an alien. "Was that a joke, Fei?" I asked, trying not to die from the laughter stuck in my throat. "Possibly. Now, cook, or Winner will starve." He stopped as my stomach grumbled in response. "And you too." I giggled. "Well, what is there still to do?" "The batter for the waffles is finished. You just need to get the waffle iron out and to make them. I'll make the eggs, since we don't want a huge mess. And there is still fruit that needs to be sliced." "Well, I'll set the table and help slice the fruit." Quatre spoke up from the doorway. "Hm, I thought it was MY turn to cook." I said, pouting just every so slightly. "Well, we could just leave you to cook it all, by yourself. If that is what you would prefer." Wufei added snidely. I stopped. "No. I enjoy the help." I grabbed the bowl of batter and placed it on the counter. "Q, where's the waffle iron?" "Under the counter, near the toaster. Where it always is." I bent over and grabbed it. I knew Wufei was getting an eyeful, so I wiggled a little before I stood up. Sure enough, there was an audible clearing of a throat from Wu's direction. After that stunt, I got right into cooking the waffles and totally forgot about who else was in the kitchen with me. I heard the other two cooking, and the time passed in amiable silence. Fifteen minutes later, breakfast was ready to eat and we were seated at the table. To my, and Quatre's, surprise, Wufei sat next to me. He even joined in some light chatter with us. Needless to say, breakfast was the most enjoyable meal we had had in a long time. While I cleaned the kitchen, Wufei went out to practice his Tai Chi, and I had thought that Quatre had gone to work on paperwork or play his violin. But, as I started to run the water for the dishes, Quatre placed a hand on my shoulder. "Please, Duo, tell me what happened." His bright blue eyes all but shone at me. I sighed. There was NO way I was going to get out of this. "Fine, but only because Wufei is outside. If he were still here, you'd be in some hot shit. You know that right?' "Yeah, just spill." I put some of the dishes to soak and sat back down at the table. He sat next to me. I had to take a deep breath, and ending up sighing again. "Ok, you probably heard the whole thing between Wufei and I the other night." I paused to let him reply. "Yeah, I'm surprised no one else can to check on you two. You know, like OZ?" He snickered, and then straightened up when I didn't join him. "Well, after dinner, I went to my room. I almost got there, when Fei grabbed an arm from behind. I spun and hit him in the head, which turned to be a huge fight, because I was still mad at him, and I went Shinigami on him and slammed the door in his face. "The next few days, I spent it thinking about what was said, and done. And last night, I was trying to read, but I didn't get anywhere with that. So I put on some Madonna, and well, I was listening to this one song. It made me starting thinking about Fei and Heero. I knew that I was wrong, and it started eating away at me, and just when I went to go apologize to Fei, he was standing in front of my door. "We both apologized, and somehow he ended up kissing me, and well, I, uh, drug him into my room. The rest, as they say, is history." I knew I was blushing by the time I had finished telling my tale to the blond sitting next to me. Quatre was quiet for a long time. Then, he looked at me and smiled. "So, how was he?" He giggled. I sat there shocked for a moment. Ever since I had convinced him to go for it with Trowa, he has been a different little Arabian prince. I sat there for a moment, and then I got a devilish smile as well. "Wouldn't you like to know?" "That good, huh?" "I'm not telling you." I stood up and went back to washing the dishes. Quatre left the room, huffing about something not being fair. I wanted to tell him, but I couldn't start gabbing about it just then. I was too afraid that what happened last night was a fluke. The afternoon was spent in the pool, and then after another shower, in front of the TV. Fei-kun joined me a little while after I had sat down. He sat next to me, but he seemed so uncomfortable. "Something the matter?" I asked. "No." "Fei?" "Yes, Duo?" "What is wrong?" I turned off the television, and faced him. "Nothing is the matter. I was just enjoying your companionship." I kissed him again. When he didn't throw me off, or anything else like that, I wrapped my arms around his neck. He slowly pulled me close to him and kissed me back slowly. I removed one of my arms from around his neck, took one of his hands, and placed my braid in it. "M… Duo? What are you doing?" "Giving myself to you. Last night was something special for me, and I wanted to let you know the only way I know how." He growled and pinned me to the couch. "So, last night was not just some capricious thing for you?" "Nothing I do is capricious. I always plan everything I do to some degree. Granted, I hadn't planned on making love to you, but I don't regret it." He leaned down and placed his head close to my ear. "Wo ai ni." He whispered softly. "Oh, Fei." I kissed him again, and pulled him down, so he was lying on top of me. I could feel his arousal grow against my leg, and I rubbed my awakening member across him. The friction was wonderful. I moaned into our kiss. He ran one hand over my body, while his other was still gripping my braid. I was in heaven. I took one of my hands and ran it under his shirt. The planes of his chest and stomach were wonderful to my touch. All his silky soft skin was covering hard steel muscle. My other hand found its way into his hair. I pulled the tie out of its hold. His hair fell around his face. He looked wonderfully sexy right then. Before we got any farther though, there was a surprised squeak from the direction of one of the many doorways. "I'm so sorry. I'll just let you two alone." Quatre said, obviously flabbergasted. "Hm, maybe we should save this for another time?" Wufei arched one of his eyebrows at me. I stuck out my bottom lip, but thought about what he said. "I suppose I could be persuaded to hold out on this. But I would need some real convincing." He snorted. "Of course you would. How about I promise you a repeat of last night later?" I got even harder at the memory of our first night together. "Um, kay." "Good." He kissed me deeply, and then walked out of the room. Timing. Does no one in this house have it? I sat up and turned the TV back on. There was nothing on. Shit. I turned the TV off again, and walked up to my room. My room was just like I left it this morning. Maybe, just maybe, Wu-bebi was right. It was getting kinda hard to walk in here. So, I broke down and started straightening up. I was picking up my discarded clothing from the night before, when there was a knock on my door. I threw the clothes in my closet, and opened the door. Wufei was standing there, looking not too happy with something. " 'Smatter?" I asked him, opening the door wider, and inviting him inside. He looked around. "You cleaned?" "You noticed? Anyway, what's the matter?" He sighed and sat down on the bed. He then gestured for me to sit down. "Uh oh. Tell me what's wrong." He sighed yet again. "Duo, I have a mission." It was my turn to sigh as I sat next to him on the bed. "Oh?" "Yes. Master O just mailed me with my specs." "Ok, so why do you look so upset about it?" "It's for a week." "A week?" I looked into his deep ebony eyes. "There's more, isn't there?" "Aa. It's a no communication mission." He looked away. "Ah, that's why you are upset? Because we won't be able to talk for a whole week." "Yes, partly." He looked at me again and brought my face close to his. "I don't want to leave you, but the mission has to be done." "I understand that. Don't worry. If I get called away, I'll find a way to contact you. If I have to email you like 500 times, I'll do it." I kissed him softly and quickly on his lips. "I promise." He looked a little relieved. "So, when do you leave?" "As soon as possible." "You, mean as soon as you leave my room?" "Well, yes, that." He looked grim again. I thought about my options for a moment. I could just jump him, and have a quickie right then and there. Or, I could wait, and when we saw each other next, we could make slow love, if he was still interested. But something about the look in his eyes told me that he would. "Fine, I will see you in a week." I crossed my arms over my chest. "I thought you would put up more of a fight about this." He blinked several times. "What could I do about it? Yell? Get angry? Cry? Not talk to anyone? That's not reasonable. Nor would it be very "honorable." The only thing I can do is to wait for you to come home. And make you want to come home sooner." I winked suggestively at him. "Ah, yes, that. Well, I will try and get back quickly." He stood up and headed for the door. I followed him, and put my hand on his shoulder. "Wo ai Ni, Wufei." I accompanied that with a deep and passionate kiss. He groaned, and kissed me back. "You are making this hard, Duo." I rubbed against his erection, which was growing every second. "I know." I replied slyly. He shook his head, and hugged me. "Wo ai Ni. Seven days till I see you again. I will be back by then." "I know, Wu-bebi." I softly pushed him out of my room. "Now, go, before it gets worse." "Okay." He turned down the hall and headed to his room. I saw him open the door a little, bend over, grab a pick duffle bag, close his door, and then walked down the hall, and out of my sight. I closed my door gently, fighting back the hard emotions boiling over in me. I spent so much time obsessing over Heero, and when I finally find someone who will love me, they are taken away from me. I was in the middle of my little pity-party, when there was a tap on the door. "Duo, you want to go out for dinner? We can have pizza." I looked at the clock on my laptop. It was only 6:30 pm. "Yeah, give me a few minutes." I looked about my room, grabbed a clean shirt, and just hurriedly changed into it. No sense going out looking rumpled. Quatre was still in the hall when I emerged from my hole. "Are you ready?" "Yeah, as ready as I'll ever be. Let's go." "Well, where do you want to go?" "Chinese food?" He blinked a few times. "But you always complain when Wufei cooks it." I looked at him determinedly. "That's what I want. Is that ok?" "Yeah. Let's go." *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Dinner was the slowest and most horrible 2 hours of my life. The drive was pleasant enough. Quatre turned the radio on, and there was an oldies marathon. It was fun trying to teach him the words to the song "Crash" by Dave Matthews Band. When we arrived at the restaurant, there was a nice looking Chinese guy there that looked a lot like Fei. It wouldn't have been a problem, except that he was our waiter. He would come over every 5 minutes, and my body would react, aka constant wood. Quatre tried to make the best of it, and ordered something that was close to some of the meals that Fei made. It was good, but it just wasn't the same. Quatre tried to keep me talking and somewhat normal, but I wasn't into it. After we had eaten and paid for our meal, leaving a huge tip for the waiter, we headed home. It was 8:30 pm already so I just told Quatre that I was going to bed. And here I am. Oh wait, I'm getting a beep. SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! G just replied. I have a mission. A week long too. In Siberia. Watching a damn OZ factory. I knew that beaked bastard would screw me over on my next mission. Fine, I'll pack, write Wu an email, tell Q-bean, and go. Shit, this really sucks. Well till next time, I'm still alive, and horny. ~ Duo Maxwell
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Part 8
Title: Gundam Diaries Part 8 ~ Wufei Author: Makoto Sagara Pairings: 5x2 Warnings: Language, OOC, angst, confuzzlement, and yaoi Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing. I only wished I did. It's owned by Sunrise, Sotsu, Bandai, and some other companies that make lots of money off of it. I don't make any money off of this, but my muse does let me live as long as keep up to her schedule. Additional Warnings: Also, this part will be yaoi, and if anyone has problems with it, um, don't read it. ^_^ You have been warned. I will not be held accountable by you not paying attention to all the warning you have had so far. ^^; April 3rd, AC 195… 22:00 I'm writing this while I am piloting Nataku to the position of my next mission. I have been in Nataku for about 4 hours now. I ache to be in the arms of my small American baka. I long to kiss him. I just really miss the braided boy. A few nights ago, while I wrote, I would have given my soul to have a solo mission. But after my tryst with Maxwell, I want nothing more than to be with him. Ironic how a night with him could make me WANT to behave differently. I suppose that I should explain how I ended up spending the night with him. It's still sort of confused in my mind, but I will try and make it as clear as I possibly can. After Duo slammed the door in my face, I went back to my room to think. I needed some time to meditate, and while outside was tempting, it meant that I would have to pass Winner. Not something I was up to at the time, so I cleared a space on the floor, and tried to clear my mind. After fifteen minutes or so, I realized that I wasn't getting anywhere. I just couldn't get Shinigami's glare out of my mind. Oh, yes, it definitely was Shinigami, and not Duo. I have seen that glare many times, but it has never been directed towards me. The sight of it was enough for me to make a hasty retreat. I couldn't come to a conclusion that night, so I spent the night thinking about it. Unfortunately, I still didn't have a solution, though my body screamed every time I saw Maxwell. He was changed those three days. So quiet, not talking, barely making any noise whatsoever. It tore at my heart to see him like that. I didn't look at him. I couldn't. It hurt too much. Every time I saw him, I had to turn away. Winner would not leave him alone. He was hovering. It would have been comical, had D.. Maxwell been in any proper situation to tell him about it. I avoided him as much as possible, taking my meals in other rooms when I could. I spent most of the days in the hangar, or outside practicing my katas. But last night, as I was meditating in my room, again with no results, Maxwell's face appeared before me. Giving up on meditating, I just sat on my floor thinking. I really care for Maxwell. No, I take that back. I love him. I just don't want to be used by someone I love to make someone else jealous. I do not know one person who does. And while I do not believe that Duo would ever do something like that, I did not want to put myself into that situation. I suppose I was thinking along that line for a while, because my body suddenly screamed at me. I stood up, and discovered one of my legs had fallen asleep. I walked the blood back into my leg, and found myself in front of my door. I stood there for a moment and realized that I should at least apologize for my harsh treatment of the braided boy. I slowly opened it, and walked down the hall to Duo's room I was about to knock, when all of a sudden, the door opened and Duo was standing there, looking as shocked as I felt. "Fei?" "Maxwell, I need to…" I started, hesitantly. "Before you say anything, I have to apologize to you." "Nani?" He had to apologize to ME? "You… you were right. I am sorry." A bright blush appeared on the violet-eyed boy's face, and he hung his head. I couldn't stand it. I gently cupped his delicate chin in my hand and slowly brought his eyes up to meet my own. He didn't stop me, either. "I am sorry, as well. This is hard for me to say…. But I care for you." "I…I know." "You, you do?" Who is letting out all my secrets in this house? "You can't hide anything from Q-bean, you know. He's good at reading people. And, he sucks at keeping secrets." He weakly smiled at me. "Well, I don't think I will be sharing any sensitive information with him anytime soon." I was flabbergasted at this news. "You never share any kind of information with anyone, Wu-man." He snorted. I then felt the strongest urge to kiss him, and I followed up on it. It was as wonderful as the kiss earlier had. And it had the same effects upon my body as the last one had. He leaned against me, for it seemed that he was about to collapse. Suddenly, Duo moaned and started to drag me into his room. I pulled back and looked into his amethyst orbs. "Are you positive that this is what you want? It would be dishonourable to regret this later." He gave me the most lust filled gaze I had ever seen. "More than anything else, I want you." He then grabbed a handful of my shirt and yanked me inside his room, closing the door with his foot. I looked around his room. It was a disaster area. "Maxwell, do you ever clean in here?" "Only when packing for the next mission." He smirked merrily. "Ye Gods. I'm terrified now." "Shut up, Fei." Before I had a chance to say anything else, he had silenced me with another scorching kiss, while jumping on top of me. I managed to maneuver our fall onto his bed. I wrapped my arms around him, and deepened the kiss that was sure to steal my heart even more than I thought was possible. "Duo?" I had stopped kissing him, and I had to look at his beautiful face. He nodded, acknowledging that he still had that function right then. I wasn't sure I did. "I have no knowledge in these matters." The actual talking about this subject was much too uncomfortable for me to continue. I felt my face get red, and I started to unwind my arms from around him. He stopped me. "Wu, chill. I figured as much." He then kissed me. I could see that it would be entirely too easy to become addicted to his kisses. All of a sudden, he started to unbutton my shirt with quick movements. He pulled up as he finished working on my shirt, and his eyes grew wide. He took a longing glance at me, which made me melt right then. I would have done anything for him at that moment. Then to my amazement, he started to kiss his way down my body. When his lips first touched my body, a jolt of electricity shot through me. He started this exquisite torture at the spot where my neck and shoulder meet, where he kissed and nibbled the area. My eyes grew enormous and a small moan escaped from my lips. He slowly kissed his way down to my chest, and started to suckle on my nipple. Oh gods, he is so talented with his mouth. I was making more noise then than I ever did. "I love you, Duo." I whispered to my braided lover. He then nipped me, and automatically I drove my hips up at him. He suddenly stopped his kisses, and I did the one thing I never thought I would ever do. I whimpered. Nataku, I was so weak with need at that moment that I didn't even care. "Now, Fei, you are going to have to behave while I work, or I'll stop." "No, don't stop." I begged him. He smiled coyly and started back to kissing my body. He finally made his way down to my pants. "Hmm, now these are just going to have to go." He replied, and tugged at the string tying my pants. Then, in one fluid movement, he yanked my pants right off of me. He took an appreciative look at me, and then he smirked when he noticed my black silk boxers. His slight shock only lasted a second before he had managed to take those off too. He licked his sweet lips and moved to take my manhood into his mouth, but I grabbed his arm. "Not yet." The thought of him giving me oral was beyond my mind at that point. I quickly grabbed both of his arms, flipped the both of us so that I was on top of him. I ripped open his shirt and tugged his pants off. That's when I noticed he wasn't wearing any underwear. Oh my, he was so gorgeous. And the sight of him in his naked glory was too much for me. I growled at the spectacle. I felt his member spring at that action, and I had to smirk. "Oi, Fei, don't tease." I suppose it was his turn to whimper and beg. I ran my hand over the head of his cock. "Fei, I need you." He begged. I looked down at my squirming lover. "How do you need me?" "I want you to fill me. I want you to take me, make me yours." He panted. "Tell me what to do and I will." He reached into the nightstand by his bed, and pulled out a tube. He handed it to me. "Put the lube on your fingers, and then prep me for your…" He glanced at my erection. "…Your large friend there." "How do I… prep you?" "Put some of the lube on your first three fingers." I did as he said. "Now, place one at my entrance… and then work it in and out. I'll tell you when I want more, but you should be able to tell when I'm ready for the next step." I was slightly uncomfortable with this, but I did as instructed. I placed my index finger at his pucker, and slowly waited for it to go in while I added a little pressure. I felt his body relax, and my finger slowly slid in. I started to move it around his tight cavern. "More." He moaned. I added my second finger and waited for him to adjust, and then started thrusting my fingers in slowly and roughly. He started squirming yet again. "More." I added my third finger, and he started moaning loudly. He looked like he could have orgasmed right then. "I want you, Wufei. Give me all of you. Prep yourself, and then enter me." I looked up at him, grabbed the neglected lube, and put a generous amount on my straining erection. The friction that my hand caused felt so good, I moaned. "No, baby, not like that. In me…" I stopped touching myself, and slowly lined up to his entrance. I slowly worked my way inside him. When I was totally seated in him, I stopped. Oh, Nataku, it was heaven there with him. "You, ok?" I managed to grunt. "Y…yes." "Gods, you feel so good. I want to come right now." "Patience." I started to slowly pound into him. It took a few minutes to find an acceptable rhythm, but finally I found it. "Faster. Harder. I won't break." I started to really pound into his soft and gorgeous body. I was in ecstasy. I was so close, and the screams coming from his mouth were driving me closer and closer to the edge. I felt a hand sneak between us and it brushed against my stomach. I looked down and noticed that he was starting to stroke himself. I just couldn't take it. I moved his hand out of the way, and started to stroke him in time with my thrusts while using my other hand to keep myself from crushing him. I managed to find a way to keep my pace changing, neither of us could really find release. I knew I couldn't possibly keep up with the original fast and hard pace. I was too close. "Fei, please, stop teasing. Let me come." He was down to a husky whisper from all the screaming. The sound went straight to my cock, and I started pounding into him once again and all but yanked on his arousal. Finally, he spilled his seed all over my hand and his stomach. At that moment, his muscles clenched down on me, and I gave one last thrust into his perfect body before I exploded inside of him. "Felt so good." I was so weary that I collapsed on top of him. "I'm so tired." I looked at his flushed face. He was so amazing. "You look so beautiful." "Hmmm, Fei. You were amazing." My eyes were drooping at this point in time. "You gonna sleep here?" "Don't want to move." "I don't want you to, either. Stay here with me." "Fine by me." I closed my eyes, moved beside him, and wrapped my arms around him. I faintly felt a cool sheet touch my flushed skin before I fell asleep. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I was awoken in the morning by sunlight. I tried to move around to block the light in my eyes, but there was a solid, and very warm, mass next to me. My eyes flew open. Duo was there next to me. I was in his room. I was naked, next to Duo. But then, what happened last night came back to me. He really wanted me then, but how would he feel once he woke up? I decided not to let those worries get to me at that moment. He was so beautiful when he slept. His hair was slightly coming out of his braid, his face relaxed, and peaceful looking. I just was content at that moment to lie next to my sleeping lover, and watch him. An hour after I had woken up, Duo started to move around. "Dun wanna wake up. Make the sun go away, Fei." "I can't, Duo. It's morning. Besides, its your turn to make breakfast." He seemed to wake up considerably after I mentioned food. "Hm. Food. Sounds good to me." He looked at me. "How long you been awake?" "About an hour." "Why didn't you wake me?" "Because I was enjoying you next to me, and quiet. I figured you had to be quiet sometime." "Oi, Wu-bebi, that's mean." "Wu-bebi?" I arched an eyebrow at the new nickname. "Hm, you don't like it?" He stuck out his bottom lip and pouted. "It's…. new." I kissed him. "Come on and get up. You have to cook." "I have something else to show you." He gave me a devil-may-care wink. "More lessons?" I was a little worried about the new lessons, but I had a feeling of what they were anyway. "Yes, it's called, "How to deal with morning wood." Something that every boy should know." He leaned up and gave me a quick kiss. He then ripped the sheet off of us. His eyes got large as he took in the state of our undress. I must admit that I was very aroused and had been for about the last 10 minutes of looking at him sleep. Duo crawled seductively down until he was facing my aching member, and licked the tip. I moaned, and he looked at me long enough to smirk. He then proceeded to take my whole cock into his mouth, licking and sucking the way down to the bottom of my shaft. Next, he took my testicles in his hands and squeezed lightly. All I could do at this time was moan. I was in too much ecstasy to say anything intelligible. I felt something lengthening against my leg, so I reached down and grabbed his turgid member. I started to stroke him in time with his licks, which make him moan in the middle of a suck. "Ahhnnnnn. Feels so good, Duo." All of sudden there was a warmth that started in my stomach and traveled down my body. I start to quicken my pace on his shaft. I was trying hard not to beg him to let me release. Finally, I did, and then to my utter surprise, Duo swallowed every drop of my seed. I moaned at the sight of him doing that, but I also felt him quiver violently. He was close too. "Ah, Fei, I'm gonna…" I knew that my braided lover was going to come, so I dipped down and wrapped my mouth around his pulsating shaft. "Gonna come. Can't stop." He rasped. "Ahhnnnnn." He came, and I swallowed every drop of the salty liquid. I looked up and smirked, cockily. "Hm, now that is an interesting way to deal with morning issues. Now, I suggest a shower, and then I'll help you cook breakfast." I stood up and searched through the mess for my discarded clothing. "I'll see you in about 20 minutes, otherwise, you cook alone." I winked at the sated boy and headed towards my own room. Just as I was about to enter my room, there was a squawk behind me. I turned around, and there was a very red Winner standing in front of one of the empty rooms. "Winner. Morning." I said, and entered my room. I didn't shut the door fully, so I could hear every word that passed between Winner and Duo. "Good morning, Wufei. What the hell?" "What do you mean?" Duo managed to ask innocently. "Allah, you SLEPT with him??? HOW? On second thought, why? I thought you were in love with Heero." His reply sounded genuinely amused. "I don't know how I feel about Heero anymore, but when I went to apologize to Wufei, he was standing here at my door. That made me realize that I care for Fei a lot. I'm not really sure how I should feel, but while I was with him, I felt at peace. The only way I thought I could have peace was to die." He stopped talking. His conversation with Winner touched me, and I totally lost my heart to the violet-eyed boy. "Are you ok, Duo?" Winner asked, puzzled by the other boy's silence "Well, I need a shower, and then I have to meet Fei to cook breakfast. So, I have to hurry. I'll talk to you in about 20." I smiled and hurried into the bathroom across from my room. I took a very quick shower. It was just long enough to wash the sweat and dirt from my hair and body. I rushed back to my room and dressed comfortably for the day. I was in the kitchen beating the batter for waffles when I heard Duo all but run into the room. "Gonna leave anything for me to do?" He asked, coyly. "Yes. I have left all the HARD things for you to do." I retorted. "Was that a joke, Fei?" "Possibly. Now, cook, or Winner will starve." His stomach picked that moment to growl quite loudly. "And you too." He giggled. "Well, what is there still to do?" "The batter for the waffles is finished. You just need to get the waffle iron out and to make them. I'll make the eggs, since we don't want a huge mess. And there is still fruit that needs to be sliced." "Well, I'll set the table and help slice the fruit." Quatre spoke up from the doorway. "Hm, I thought it was MY turn to cook." He said, pouting just every so slightly. "Well, we could just leave you to cook it all, by yourself. If that is what you would prefer." I added quickly. He stopped. "No. I enjoy the help." He grabbed the bowl of batter and placed it on the counter. "Q, where's the waffle iron?" "Under the counter, near the toaster. Where it always is." Duo then bent over and looked for it. I got the best look at his perfect little ass, but then he started to wiggle it. Shit, he knew I was looking. I cleared my throat to let him know that his efforts were noticed. He straightened up and proceeded to throw himself into fixing the waffles. Winner and I also did what we had promised to do, and the cooking passed in amiable silence. I enjoyed it immensely. We sat down to breakfast, and I made sure to sit next to my American lover. Yes, I had started to think of him as mine. Winner and Duo chattered about things, and I joined them. I left Duo to clean the kitchen, and headed out to do some more Tai Chi practice. Just because I wasn't on a mission, it didn't mean I was going to neglect my training. I suppose I spent quite a few hours out there, because when I looked up, the sun had moved across the sky dramatically. I headed back inside. Duo was watching TV. Winner was nowhere to be found. I went upstairs and took another quick shower. Then I went into the TV room and sat next to the braided boy. He was watching some silly program that I really had no interest in, but I sat there just to be near him. "Something the matter?" He asked. "No." "Fei?" "Yes, Duo?" "What is wrong?" He turned off the television, and faced towards me. "Nothing is the matter. I was just enjoying your companionship." I kissed him. He just looked so cute with his slightly confused expression. He waited a few moments before wrapping his arms around my neck. I pulled him closer to me and deepened our kiss in response to his action. The next thing I knew, he had removed one of his arms and had grabbed one of my hands, placing his long braid in it. "M… Duo? What are you doing?" "Giving myself to you. Last night was something special for me, and I wanted to let you know the only way I know how." I growled and pinned his small body to the couch. "So, last night was not just some capricious thing for you?" "Nothing I do is capricious. I always plan everything I do to some degree. Granted, I hadn't planned on making love to you, but I don't regret it." I leaned down and placed my head close to his ear. "Wo ai ni." "Oh, Fei." He pulled me down, so I was lying on top of him on the couch. I became instantly aroused and could feel him grow in response. He then started to rub against me. The friction that ensued was wonderful. He actually moaned into the kiss, and I ran my free hand over his lithe body, while still holding onto his braid with the other. One of his hands found its way up my shirt and was rubbing my chest and stomach, while his other hand pulled out the tie in my hair, allowing it to fall around my face. I was about to lean in for another kiss, when the sound of a very surprised squeak came from the direction of one of the doors. "I'm so sorry. I'll just let you two alone." Quatre said, obviously flabbergasted. "Hm, maybe we should save this for another time?" I asked the disappointed boy beneath me. He stuck out his bottom lip. "I suppose I could be persuaded to hold out on this. But I would need some real convincing." I snorted. "Of course you would. How about I promise you a repeat of last night later?" "Um, kay." "Good." I kissed him again, and then walked out of the room. I went to my room and set to meditate. This time I was much more productive than the last time I attempted to do so. I was broken from my trance by an annoying beeping coming from my laptop. It was the mission I had requested from Master O the night before. A mission that would take me away from Duo for a week. A mission that said I had to leave as soon as possible. Shimatta, the only possible time I didn't want the old man to reply so quickly, he does. I had to tell Duo. I sent of an email saying that I had accepted the mission, and quickly packed my clothing and shoved all of my things near the door. I then headed down the hall, and knocked on my lover's door. He opened, and took one look at my face. "'Smatter?" He asked, and let me inside his room. I took a look around for the last time in a week. The result scared me. "You cleaned?" "You noticed. Anyway, what's the matter?" I sighed and sat down on his bed. I didn't want to tell him this, but I motioned for him to sit next to me. "Uh oh. Tell me what's wrong." He asked me seriously. "Duo, I have a mission." It was his turn to sigh as he finally took the spot next to me on the bed. "Oh?" "Yes. Master O just mailed me with my specs." "Ok, so why do you look so upset about it?" "It's for a week." "A week? There's more, isn't there?" "Aa. It's a no communication mission." I looked away. I couldn't see any pain on his face. "Ah, that's why you are upset? Because we won't be able to talk for a whole week." "Yes, partly." I looked at him again and brought his face close to my own. "I don't want to leave you, but the mission has to be done." "I understand that. Don't worry. If I get called away, I'll find a way to contact you. If I have to email you like 500 times, I'll do it." He kissed me softly and quickly on the lips. "I promise." I was relieved to see him taking this so well. "So, when do you leave?" "As soon as possible." "You, mean as soon as you leave my room?" "Well, yes, that." "Fine, I will see you in a week." He crossed his arms over his chest. "I thought you would put up more of a fight about this." His behaviour is far from what I had expected. "What could I do about it? Yell? Get angry? Cry? Not talk to anyone? That's not reasonable. Nor would it be very "honorable." The only thing I can do is to wait for you to come home. And make you want to come home sooner." "Ah, yes, that. Well, I will try and get back quickly." I stood up and headed for the door, before this became any more unbearable for me. He followed, and placed a hand on my shoulder. "Wo ai ni, Wufei." He said, and accompanied with a deep and passionate kiss. I groaned in frustration, and kissed him back. "You are making this hard, Duo." He rubbed up against me suggestively "I know." I shook my head to clear it from the thoughts of just throwing him to the floor and fucking his brains out. "Wo ai ni. Seven days till I see you again. I will be back by then." "I know, Wu-bebi." He softly pushed me out of the room. "Now, go, before it gets worse." "Okay." I retrieved my things from my room, and headed into the hangar for Altron. I got into the cockpit of my Gundam and set everything down in its place. Then, I rummaged around until I found the CD that Duo gave me. I put it into the drive again, and played every song on it about 5 times. I miss him. He may be a baka sometimes, but I love him. Hmm, my laptop is beeping. KUSO! He just got a mission with the same specs as mine. So, this means I won't even get to have about 50 emails a day. I suppose I will just have to practice more of my "dragon-like" patience, as Duo and Winner have described it. Until next time, good-bye. ~ Chang Wufei
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Part 9
Title: Gundam Diaries: Part 9 ~ Quatre Author: Makoto Sagara Pairings: 5x2, 3x4 Warnings: yaoi, language, OOC, confuzzlement, and angst Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing. I will never own it. I am just using the G-boys for a little fun. I will return them back in the condition I found them. I am making no money, not even a penny, from writing this. The only thing I get is a very vicious muse off my back. Author's Notes: Someone emailed me about an earlier chapter. They tried to bring to my attention that the word "Ja" is German for yes. While this is true, Ja also is Japanese for "Well" or "Then." It also comes from the expression "Ja matta ne" which means "See you later." I hope this clears up any confusion. ^_^ April 3rd, AC 195…. 22:00:00 Oh, Allah, preserve me. Between Duo & Wufei and Heero & Trowa, I officially have the biggest headache ever. I'm almost worried sick over my koi and Heero being away on a mission that is taking them away for two weeks. But now, Duo and Wufei are both out on solo missions. And so soon after they had gotten together, they had to be parted for a week. I was really worried about the two boys; especially after the big blow up they had with one another a few days ago. Dinner that night was torture. I tried everything I could to make it pleasant. I doubt I helped anything. Duo was silently glaring at Wufei, and Wufei looked as if he was trying hard not to yell at him. The pain coming from my uchuu no kokoro was enough to let me know what was really going on. I let them leave the dinner room by themselves, and cleaned off the table and washed the dishes. Of course, I was worried about my two friends, but seeing as how neither one was going to be saying much of anything to me, I let them be. If nothing changed in the morning, then I would start my intervention. Nothing had changed the next day, except that Duo became very withdrawn and didn't talk his normal 5000 words per minute. He was so quiet that it disturbed me. I tried everything within my power to make him talk. I tried the same with Wufei, but he stayed outside doing katas, and even went so far as to not eat dinner with either of us. They both gave off the air of needing a lot of time to think, but it was driving me INSANE! I let it go after the second day, mostly because nothing I did was registering with them. But, the third night, Wufei ate with us, but left as soon as he was finished. Duo did pretty much the same. I was left to clear the dishes from the table yet again. The evening was silent, so after I had finished some more paperwork, I headed up to my room. I heard some noises coming from Duo's room, but I dismissed it as him listening to music. I heard a really loud moan, and shook my head. There was NO way they were… I slept uneasily that night. It is hard for me to sleep without my koi, and if my friends are in trouble, I get really restless as well. I woke up from my semi-dream of Duo waking up with Wufei (a very confusing thing for me to dream about, I might add.). The sun was bright and it was a beautiful day. It was time to check on Duo. After a quick shower, and a rushed dressing, I made it out into the hallway. And to my utter and complete surprise, a naked Wufei leaving Duo's room met me. Something like a squeak and a yell escaped my lips. I know I must have been as red as a tomato. "Winner. Morning." Wufei said and then headed to his room. I blushed again and looked at the cracked door. "Good morning, Wufei." I then turned on my braided friend. "What the hell?" "What do you mean?" He managed to ask me innocently enough, despite being naked, and smiling. "Allah, you SLEPT with him??? HOW?" I shook my head. "On second thought, why? I thought you were in love with Heero." He smiled. "I don't know how I feel about Heero anymore, but when I went to apologize to Wufei, he was standing here at my door. That made me realize that I care for Fei a lot. I'm not really sure how I should feel, but while I was with him, I felt at peace. The only way I thought I could have peace was to die." Then he fell silent. I let him think quietly for a few moments. After a while, I remember the braided boy was still naked. "Are you ok, Duo?" He blinked and looked at me again. "Well, I need a shower, and then I have to meet Fei to cook breakfast. So, I have to hurry. I'll talk to you in about 20." Soon, I was the only one left in the hallway. Duo and Wufei looked pleased with their actions. My goodness, that explained a lot about the dream I had, and the feeling that Duo was fine now. I headed downstairs and went into the study. All my paperwork was still there, and I still had to look over some things that Doctor H sent me. I begrudgingly looked at the top paper, a contract with WEI for mining of metals off a small colony. I slowly read through all the legal jargon, and decided it wasn't fruitful. After signing my name on a decline letter, I stood up and walked into the kitchen, where voices were wafting. "Possibly. Now, cook, or Winner will starve." Wufei replied. "And you too." A giggle from Duo followed. "Well, what is there still to do?" "The batter for the waffles is finished. You just need to get the waffle iron out and to make them. I'll make the eggs, since we don't want a huge mess. And there is still fruit that needs to be sliced." "Well, I'll set the table and help slice the fruit." I offered from the doorway. "Hm, I thought it was MY turn to cook." He mock-pouted. "Well, we could just leave you to cook it all, by yourself. If that is what you would prefer." Wufei added snidely. He stopped. "No. I enjoy the help. Q, where's the waffle iron?" "Under the counter, near the toaster. Where it always is." I replied. Wufei and I both watched as Duo bent over to look in under the counter. We were greeted with the site of his rear, which he pointedly shook for our viewing pleasure. I quickly looked at Wufei, whose eyes grew and then cleared his throat. Duo stood up, and we all got to work on our respective duties for the meal. Approximately 15 minutes later, all three of us were seated at the kitchen table. Duo sat in his usual seat, as did I, but Wufei made a point of sitting right next to our violet-eyed companion. Duo and I had a small light conversation, which Wufei gladly joined in. I was very surprised in this. The over night changes in Wufei were confusing and amazing. I left the kitchen after breakfast, intending to go back to the study, but I waited until I heard Duo start the dishes, and heading back inside. I walked over to him, carefully, and placed a hand on his shoulder. "Please, Duo, tell me what happened." I pleaded with him. He sighed. "Fine, but only because Wufei is outside. If he were still here, you'd be in some hot shit. You know that right?' "Yeah, just spill." He placed a few things to soak, and sat down at the table. I sat next to him. He took a deep breath and sighed again. This did not look easy for him, but I wanted to know what occurred between them. "You probably hear what happened between Wufei and I yesterday." He paused. "Yeah, I'm surprised no one else came to check on you two. You know, like OZ?" I snickered, but stopped when he didn't seem amused. "Well, after dinner, I went to my room. I almost got there, when Fei grabbed an arm from behind. I spun and hit him in the head, which turned to be a huge fight, because I was still mad at him, and I went Shinigami on him and slammed the door in his face. "And I was trying to read, but I didn't get anywhere with that. So I put on some Madonna, and well, I was listening to this one song. It made me starting thinking about Fei and Heero. I knew that I was wrong, and it started eating away at me, and just when I went to go apologize to Fei, he was standing in front of my door. "We both apologized, and somehow he ended up kissing me, and well, I, uh, drug him into my room. The rest as they say is history." He was blushing, and that gave me sometime to sit and think it over. Suddenly, a really bad thought crossed my mind, and I smiled. "So, how was he?" I followed it up with a giggle. He sat there, gaping at me. Then, a devilish smile crossed his heart shaped mouth. "Wouldn't you like to know?" "That good, huh?" I asked, winking. "I'm not telling you." He then rose from the table and walked back to the sink. I stood and looked at him. He seemed slightly depressed. I let him go, but I did mention something about this not being fair. I remember all to well Duo asking me all about my first time with Trowa, and his prodding until I relented. I headed into the music room, and spent about an hour practicing. I left the room, heading for the study to finish my paperwork, when I noticed Duo in the pool, and Wufei a few yards away, doing his Tai Chi exercises. They seemed content to continue on like that, so I left them and did my work. After a few hours working, I headed towards the kitchen for something to eat. I walked through the TV room, and saw the couch very occupied. Wufei was lying on top of Duo, and they were making out, very heavily. I let out a squeak of surprise, which caused them both to look up at me, neither seeming exceptionally happy. "I'm so sorry. I'll leave you two alone." I managed to say, turning on my heel. I headed straight back to the study, and immersed myself in my work once more. I sent a few reports back to Doctor H, wrote an email to my assistant at WEI, and was into an email to Trowa, when Wufei entered the room. "Mission?" I asked him, even though I knew by his expression. He nodded. "Going to tell Duo?" "He knows." "How long?" "A week." "Fine. I will take care of him in your absence. Take care of yourself." "I will." He grabbed his things, which he evidently had left by the door. He turned around to face me once more. "Thank you." He left. Sighing, I left quickly finished my email, and decided that now would be a perfect time to go out for dinner. I didn't feel like cooking, and I was sure that Duo would not be happy with this. I walked up the stairs and up to his door. I couldn't hear anything from the other side, but I decided to knock lightly, in case he wanted to ignore me. He opened the door. "Duo, you want to go out for dinner? We can have pizza." "Yeah, give me a few minutes." He shut his door again, and I could hear some things moving around in there. "Are you ready?" I asked. He had changed his shirt, but he still didn't look very happy about anything. "Yeah, as ready as I'll ever be. Let's go." "Well, where do you want to go?" "Chinese food?" "But you always complain when Wufei cooks it." He had surprised me with that comment. I suppose he just wanted it. "That's what I want. Is that ok?" "Yeah. Let's go." I lead the way to the car and out to the town for dinner. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The car ride to the restaurant was amiable enough. I found a radio station that Duo liked, and he proceeded to try and teach me the lyrics to a song called "Crash" by one of his favorite groups. He laughed at all my mistakes, and smiled the whole time. Dinner, however, was a different story. Duo, who normally ate like he was starving, nibbled at his meal. Besides, out waiter resembled Wufei almost eerily. He appeared every so often to make sure we were content with our meal, and Duo would scowl. Conversation seemed to make him unhappier, so after a while I gave up. We finished our meal; I quickly paid and left a large tip for our confused waiter, and drove home in silence. When we arrived home, Duo muttered something about going to bed, and I didn't press him. I was getting in my bed myself with a book, when he knocked on my door. "Come in." I looked up from my book. Duo was standing in the doorway with a large duffle bag slung over a shoulder, and his laptop under an arm. I sighed. "Mission?" "Yep." "In case anyone asks, how long are you going to be gone?" "Week." "Where?" "Siberia, of all hells." I winced. Duo really hates the cold. "I'll let them know that, if they ask." "Thanks. Look, I'm sorry about dinner." "Don't worry. I understand." I smiled at him, and he seemed to be satisfied. "Thanks again. I'll talk to you in a week, Q-bean." He turned, shut the door, and left. That was about 45 minutes ago. I am now alone in this big house. I know I told the others that it was small, and it is by the standards of the other houses I owe, but it seems so much larger now that it is lonely. I am going to go to sleep. Hopefully, there will be a reply from Trowa and Heero on the status of their mission. ~ Quatre Raberba Winner
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Part 10
Title: Gundam Diaries: Part 10 ~ Heero Author: Makoto Sagara Pairings: 5x2, 3x4, 1+2 Warnings: angst, shonen ai, language, OOC, and confuzzlement Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing. I never will own it. I am just using the G-boys for a little fun, and I promise to bring them back in excellent condition. I make no money off of writing this fic, only a very nasty muse off my back. Author notes: Since part 9 took so much time, (I have no idea why it took so long anyway. Heero is much harder to write.) I have quickly typed off part 10 for all of us who were wondering where the hell Heero and Trowa got whisked away to. I hope this makes up for the last part taking far too long. April 3rd, AC 195… 22:30:00 I am still having trouble within myself. Every moment alone, I find myself thinking of the braided baka. I have managed to keep myself mission oriented, while it was necessary. I feel Barton knows nothing about this. I have taken great pains to maintain my normal self. Training dictates that I be nothing but a soldier, and follow the mission. The mission so far has been quite productive. The school chosen for our "stay" is close enough to the OZ base, that we don't have to go far to get what is needed. The required information is being obtained in the fastest manner possible. Barton and I have strove to get this accomplished as quickly as possible. The only problem is that Relena has shown up yet again. I am slightly concerned that she may give us away. We can not afford any liabilities. Barton and I are trying to keep a low profile. It doesn't work if SHE is here. She has somehow managed a dance to which everyone MUST attend. Barton does not seem to like this idea anymore than I do, and we have talked it over. Unfortunately, neither of us have figured out a way to get out of attending. The teachers at the school are all excited, as are all of the students. This dance is tomorrow night. I will go, but only for as long a time as I can spare. It is my turn to hack into the enemy database. The longest I can figure I will be allowed to take from my real work is about an hour. That should satisfy Relena and the school staff. I feel there is something missing in my venture, though. I can not stop thinking of Maxwell. The very thought of him is starting to plague my dreams. Ever since the kiss, he has been in my thoughts. I want to touch him, and feel his arms again. And yet, I have a feeling that I won't be able to. Then, there is Chang. I know how he feels about the boy. Though he tries to hide his feelings, he has failed. The only one who hasn't seen it is Maxwell. When I left with Barton for the mission, I still hadn't seen either pilot. Hopefully, Winner gave my message to the baka. I had no message for Chang. I have said all that I am going to on that subject. Hold on, I have an incoming message… This is totally suspicious. I just received an email from Winner explaining that Chang and Maxwell were sent on separate missions within hours of one another. When I hacked into the doctors' databases, there was no mention of upcoming missions. The only doctor to have any new information was Doctor H and that was FROM Winner. What the hell is going on here? I will try and hack into the databases once more, and see if I can't obtain more information along the way. ~ Yuy Heero
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unfinished